hey bloggie...pant pant...okay really gotta take a deep breath...right lets move on, today is my lucky day off from my mountain of revision exercise. first off, announcement of my O LEVEL mathematics results "Drum roll!" yes as many predicted a B3...contented but yet at the same time frustrated. Annoyed. fuming. An unbearable desire to burn all of singapore's underwear..."whoo~ look here we've got Gs, and guess what the tag says "John" what freak wears this...nah just throw it in the fire" yes going nuts grabbing and snatching ever underwear at sight, so this year's NYAA CAMP will have the highest lost items under category "undergarments"...i kid. Anyways, next up is chinese calamity, the only subject i've ignored for the past 16 years has sudden barged into my life due to a certain Epiphany of course involving Arashi and my dreams to be in japan..."hey isn't it easier to master japanese with chinese?" it stroke me hard. Like a Dumbo falling on me. Squished. "Life is hard, Dakedo happy" yes that ARashi's saying through Hardship thus comes happiness. Let me try to express this hardship of chinese. everyday i bring one extra book to school, yes Olevel Chinese assessment. During Recess i'd would hide at the quadrangle or library to do it. For extreme peace and Quiet, i require a tranquil and serene atmosphere to commence this mission, "caution do not disturb her, otherwise you'll see her black face" what many teachers say when they see me revising chinese. It comes to my conclusion that i give a very ugly face during chinese. I would stay up till 2-3 am in the morning to read my chinese textbook for the lessons are too fast turbo acceleration speed with Mdm Ding and me the snail with extra stuff sacked on to me along with a Nagy old hag whipping me to move. yes i would dedicate my time like 4 hours to complete an essay, "hahha first word already wrong" what many would say when they see my essay , hurts stabs me instantly, like arrows shooting at the same spot three time (of course by the korean shooters in Himitsu no Arashi), i cry yes i'm still crying badly every night as i do every exercise but i get it done... i can't afford to sleep in any class...i haven't slept well in the past week due to chinese. I changed my entire phone language to Chinese...yes i'm desperate for a miracle now, i try really really hard to pass, i'll patiently wait to just get a PASS.. "AH!!!!" i really wanna do that but i will insist and resist the work, "please have not limits to handing homework to me" Unlike many, like Qihong, Dewen, or Natalie i can't eloquently speak one sentence in chinese, i don't have that privilege...even Jian gang and Yong wei helped me...i'll try really i swear, if i really can Aces this i promise that i'll join BB even if i can't go for the activities hosted.
i'm left panting in exhaustion, dehydrating, disinterring to dust as the days goes by....urgh I HATE CHINESE!!! but i'll do it, i'll ACES IT FOR ARASHI!!! I WILL!! I MUST!!!
Arashi update!!! finally, yes Ohno's new drama.."Uta no Onisan" IS HERE *ya jumps uncontrollably* phew, right basically i haven't watched it yet but PLEASE SOMEONE UPLOAD IT QUICK!!! yes he still is soo hot in the bright childish suit, it makes me wanna be a small child running up to him and hugging he's legs never letting go. yes yelling "bring me home please" of course he would be creeped. Anyways not much but i've found the OPENING of it hahha....chuckles..... right enjoy he reluctance enjoy he's pain...i just love it when i see he's cramped face...hhahha it makes me wanna pinch him hard to have it permanently displayed, still with anger and torture, especially in such a cute suit muahahha!!!
CHOCOLATE ;;
2:13 AM <3