Am i maturing?
Well, first of all, my bra is getting smaller. Either due to the dryer or...yes my boobs are growing.
Next, I feel like i'm gainning weight even though i'm starving myself. Metabolism's slowing down.
Okay jokes aside. Recently i made my sister blow again, though it wasn't as bad the last time- when i threw her to the ground and she decided to punch the wall, training to give me a real hard punch, then chased me around the house. Anyways, this time i really think it's just idiotic. She wanted me to sing with her to record on the camera. Hard to explain, she recently recorded with her friends which alighted her desire to sing. So yeah! i rebelled. Well, a normal human with modesty and a horrible voice would definitely say "no", naturally this let to a "nuclear explosion"
She strode to my room and tore most of my posters off the cupboard, screamed ... No...roared loudly as she rips my WDL bear using knitting needles, placed my Baby(converse shoes) hear the dustbin shoot -but didn't throw it (really don't ask me why she did that), then glared at me with the knitting needles. I did sensed abit of murderous intent but yet i was somewhat calm. As though tearing off the posters was necessary. I wasn't wavered by that familiar "murderous intent" aura she emits. I felt ...like an ....adult...
"Ah, so this is what adults feel" i thought.
I treasured those Arashi and anime posters, I'd actually speak to them at night, yet i didn't collapse in despair when she tore them. That's just weird isn't it?
Anyways, i'm not sad or really emotional about the feud and my sis really isn't soo bad just mad that's all. Still dislike her, but don't hate her. But i am very confused with myself.
.........Ouch! Right thats enough of contemplating!
JAn~jaN janice the HAPPY!!!
Been doing good! no worries!
CHOCOLATE ;;
1:02 AM <3