My hands quivers at the thought of examinations, my body weak from insufficient sleep. As days continue to drag on, i grow even more lifeless.
I no longer laugh from my heart, i can no longer smile care freely. Is this stress? a certain extend of depression? Or is it the expired milk i drank?
Will i pass? what if i fail? Is death painful?
URGH! it's soo boring i've watch all animes including naruto and naruto shipuuden again, not to mention fullmetal alchemists and the brotherhood season. Ah!!! i'm rotting, melting, disinterring. Help!! someone find me something to do to keep me awake and lively again!!!!
Oh, right just for the record, i'm not smart! i finally realised, i'm an idiot in everyone's eyes, i'm a slave to everyone. I'm stupid, but i'm willing to change, will you accept me for who i am? and not what i score? will you ignore me forever and call me stupid? do you underestimate me? am i not a smart daughter? do you think that i'll fail? Would you like me to go ITE? Be a nurse? Can i go JC? do you allow me to?
And to those out there, i've decided to remain single my whole life, marriage is troublesome. So keep dreaming! i'd rather have dogs than humans like, i'd rather die than marry so listen!!!!! I WANT A DOG!!
I should sleep before i go haywire.
JAn~jaN janice the GHOST
CHOCOLATE ;;
9:01 AM <3