I'm soo happy yet at the same time sad, contradicting much...
happy cause...FINALLY SOMEONE WROTE SOMETHING BAD ABOUT ME!! i'm just dying for one of these spams, almost desperate. HA! quit the anonymity type my name straight, dead serious. Oh and leave out the honorifics, ah love that piercing pain. You might think it's all fraud but try to understand this, i've longed for this silent deadly kill on the net, having read soo much about it on news, particularly the latest.
Internet bullying and scandalising is harmless yet deadly. This is a serious matter, the enormity of the impact it has on people is evident as shown on news: XXX world re known idol commit suicides and all that shit. People are taking other's private matters and smearing it all over the net, the slightest comment results to a whirlpool of disasters. It's even more virulent than Flu. Flu's symptoms are easy to identify but this varies from depression to unstable mentality which is what scientist have been studying for millenniums.
Anyhow i don't wanna be one of those freaks blabbering about politics but bear in mind of what you write. Nevertheless i'm soo grateful to Dearest thiviya, gosh, to insult is the first step to a beautiful friendship. Sorry that i was very insensitive to my surroundings and your feelings...
"way a go janice you can do it!" *a sudden voice from the back*
"what the?!" exclaimed janice as she jolt from the sudden call...
Yes so really thanks for telling me about my bad points, you just brightened my days ahead. Now the sad parts, you see my mum asked me a supposedly hypothetical question
"what happens if you fail this time?"
I simply answered her in the most truthful way. "I'll kill myself"
and i was dead serious about it, the aura around me was: "i'm not kidding..." so yes at that very point i've concluded my endless misery of picking the right path, at that point it felt as though i had no friends around me because none of them are being straight forward. Praises and complements are one thing, then to voice out criticism is another. Please be honest with me! I've always hated this hypocrisy.THIVIYA!!! LOVE YOU!! SORRY ABOUT THAT!!!SARANGHAE!!!OH AND CANDY TOO!!! I THINK I SAID IT TO YOU!!
Maybe i'm meant to live only this much...no wait that's for emo people, i enjoy this pain HA! maybe if i live longer the more it becomes unbearably interesting, in a painful way.
JAn~jaN janice the TIRED
P.S: my mentality is perfectly fine, just a little unscrewed for this momentum.
CHOCOLATE ;;
1:32 AM <3