hey bloggie, nice weather eh? okay that was soo typical of me, right today wasn't very fun, cause NO BODY WOULD FOLLOW ME...to the art's stall that is, well i'm missing a secret ingredient for yes...XMAS PRESENTS muahahhah... right i'm very kind, yes i give haha, well i intend to write lots and lots and lots of cards hahah plenty for everyone...maybe i should add a anime character in it too... umm, right too much details, i'll just stop here.
Guess what, i had a very disturbing dream, ya pretty much, right, so here i am standing aimlessly on the grounds of some campus, but everyone there was very mature as in looks and studious behaviour, ya apparently i'm a teacher there, and i'm the youngest there. hhha funny yes i know, moving on, I then remembered standing in a laboratory finally resolving the mystery of ghost or what my dream called ectoplasm beings. i was tops receiving Nobel prize for proving it exists, but when it came to testing it... firstly it's a mechanism which consists of goggles and a radar meter, apparently to measure the concentration of aura or invisible presence... then after "releasing" them away in peace for audiences, okay it's complicated to explain but it's to convince. Many successful attempts, so i was invited to "himitsu no arashi-chan" as a corner to showcase my invention, but what i saw was my own family, my dad, my mum, my sis, then my bro clinging onto my jeans...they gently pat my head and said "happy birthday, sorry we couldn't make it through life with you..." then my sis strapped her watch, (tackey, leather antique watch) on my wrist, then they disappear. I knew this was a dream but somehow i started crying hysterically why? i was like "what?" then i woke up frightened and apparently still tearing. okay this happened during my recent trip to malaysia, sleeping at my second uncle's house... "sis you sleep already?" i asked my sis whom was sleeping next to me, "What!?" sis exclaimed. "Why am i crying?" i asked her, but one thing was sure that i was relieved that she was alive, but she was some what quite alarmed by my sudden emotional breakdown. okay people I'M NOT EMO, it was just out of the moment, gosh i really need to see to this problem. Cause for the next days even till now, i'm still having these dreams of seeing the souls of my family. urgh disturbing.. hahha now my eyes are growing swollen from all these unnecessary crying, hahha but i'm cool. it's soo hard to sleep now, don't know why.
ANYWAYS hahah LETS NOT MAKE THIS ATMOSHPERE GLOOMY, ARASHI UPDATE...
OHNO'S new drama "onisan no uta" CM aka advertisment is out muahhaha muahhah, sooo cute, really he's wearing this very bright outfit, like he is YATTERMAN which he is not, but Sakurai Sho is...ya Yatterman is a something like power-rangers, transforming into super Train-man and destroying evil hahah don't really know the details yet but i'm keen on watching him. See him in a shiny suit, and a shimmering hot red mask, with a post-boy designed hat...BUT at least the suit is not as tight as ...well ya, you know.. hahah sorry Sho i can't help but burst into laughter watching it cause you look soo HOT but yet childish at the same time, conflicting and confusing imagination of my head hahha it's all up here, yes you can expect me to be over "nuts" level cause i kinda slap people in my head...ya hahha
hahha super cute eh?
hahahhahahahhahah, ha, okay sorry again.
CHOCOLATE ;;
5:49 AM <3