HEyHEy... it's been two weeks since new year and im blogging to clear stress.. ya ya i know though im only NA what is there to stress on?... WELL LET ME TELL YOU!!!okay let's start with the parents meet.. okay intially i was really calm in thinking that there was nothing to talk about with my dad and mum... but suddenly my teacher mr tan came up to talk to my dad.. and they were talkin about something of skipping 'N's but i wasn't informed.. and yet the second day mr tan talked to me about the system and criteria thingy.. alot of people or teachers i asked say don't skip.. well i think so too but will i make it through the exams will i make it? to see the familar faces of friends in sec five? will i be able to go to harvard? will i be able to qualify to JC like you? stop.....okay i've been like so moody... thinking if i take i might still be able to study but O is a different thing... i wanna cry... i wanna scream...i wanna feel warmth and alive again... i wanna hug you..but when... i've been crying for the last week till todate... i cry when i study.. i cry when i feel stress.. i feel so girlish now.. i feel so weak.. i need to be stress... i need to turn on..." you need to relax and think.. carefully without mistakes and you will be able to get the flow of the question" that's what you told me... remember..i try... i really did.. i started intensive studying quietly ... everyday... i dont know why during the studying of social studies i think of me failing.. i pray.......really i do... but it seems i have to do it myself cause no one's there for me now.. don't worry im fine just alittle stress that's all hahahaha. anyways when you have free time then call but i wom't answer.. hahahah so don't call at all... and this is going out to all out there too... dont sms or call unless you wanna ask questions on studies.. if not dont call at all...hahaha
JAn~jaN janice the happy...now stress hahha
PS: hope the people is good to you there... hahha
CHOCOLATE ;;
3:17 AM <3